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Insomnia
I can’t sleep. This is my second night with insomnia. My brain is zipping around with all these thoughts, things stressing me out and things I need to do. I started my new job today. It went well...
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“One of the greatest gifts you can give someone is the gift of attention.”...
“One of the greatest gifts you can give someone is the gift of attention.” -Jim Rohn Later this week I have my first appointment with a new psychologist. The psychologist I had been seeing moved to...
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IntrigueMe Goes… Mommy?
For the first time in two years, I have a plan. Having a plan used to keep me going. Achieving my goals gave me something to look forward to, and the plan helped me to stay motivated along the way. …...
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Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have...
I felt a great sense of accomplishment today as I registered for more university courses. I completed my first course last week and I’ll complete certificate one of two by mid-September. By the end of...
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Around a Year Ago
It was around this time last year when I had my meltdown. I hit the depression stage of grief, after losing my father. My relationship with Y came to a heartbreaking and unexpected end, and my work...
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“Hearts can break. Yes, hearts can break. Sometimes I think it would be...
All these years I’ve been telling myself that the only way to get Andy to step up and fight for me was to show him I was strong enough to move on with someone else. We’re told from the time … Continue...
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Not in a Nutshell
Progress has been made! Holy smokes, if I didn’t know any better I’d think my head is about to blow off. I’ve had this theory for many years now… when you want your life to change, if you’re stuck in …...
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Our New Home
It’s been so long since I blogged that I almost didn’t know how. WordPress sure has changed a lot since I was here last. My last post was about accomplishments, and I have done so much more since then....
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Home, Brother and Adoption Update
Ohhh emmm geeeee… I have been sooo busy! Mom and I have been working tirelessly since I moved in, to renovate the main bathroom and get my bedroom painted. We were under a lot of pressure to get it...
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2013 on Fire
Twenty-thirteen has been another big year for me. The year started off pretty stressful; I was at a job I absolutely hated going to every day, I struggled with managing my dad’s estate and the related...
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Christmas Has a Way
Christmas has a way of making you feel alone… that kind of lonely that hits you so deep you can’t shake it even when you’re surrounded by your closest family. I had this conversation with my best...
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New Year Efficiencies, Because I’m Fine the Way I Am
When I started brainstorming for this post, I was certain it was going to be about the aspect of myself I wanted to improve throughout the course of next year. I was circling around the word...
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Haunted
The signs of demise; unforeseen by my heart and overlooked by my mind. The end of he and I has long since come and gone, and the fragments of my heart have begun to heal. Slowly, he has slipped from …...
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Mistake
…that feeling you get when you find out the love of your life has moved on with someone else… the heart stabbing, the panic rising, the blood rushing, the chest tightening, the can’t breathe, can’t...
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Torture
I had another dream about Andy last night. It’s like, when I think I’m okay with things, I think I’m managing to move on in stride, then comes another dream, out of the blue and shaking me to my core....
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Christmas Has a Way
Christmas has a way of making you feel alone… that kind of lonely that hits you so deep you can’t shake it even when you’re surrounded by your closest family. I had this conversation with my best...
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New Year Efficiencies, Because I’m Fine the Way I Am
When I started brainstorming for this post, I was certain it was going to be about the aspect of myself I wanted to improve throughout the course of next year. I was circling around the word...
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All Dogs go to Heaven
This is the first picture I snapped of Snowy after I “inherited” him from my dad. We had just come out of the pet store where he got his own dog bed, a new collar and some treats to take … Continue...
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Somebody That I Used to Know
Do you ever stop to think about all the people you’ve had in your life, people you bared your soul to, maybe even loved, and then lost contact with? I remember the guy I was dating when the song by...
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